20/08/09

i am so close to giving up, there is a point where you need to give up being patient and take situations into your own hands. i'm not a puppet, you aren't pulling my strings. i can leave whenever i want, and i know full well so can you. but this is not who i am, or who i want to be. make your decision, keep your mind focused on a single thing, do not change your mind. compromises don't exist here. this is my last wish.