15/08/09

i really cannot tolerate the unpredictability of people. when they say one thing and act another. and what they said, but what she said, he said, and everybody said. i hate chinese whispers, it never was my thing. and i act as though i'm clever enough to not buy into people's lies and fake personalities but i always let the benefit of the doubt get the better of me. i don't believe you in the slightest, but the worst part is i want to.